I wish I could report that I returned from Providence and promptly caught up on sleep, but in fact the last two days have been extraordinarily sleepless thanks to the progression of earth-shaking crack-of-dawn construction on the other half of the duplex. The concrete for the new front walk was finally poured today, so I have a fragile hope that tomorrow there will be no reason for jackhammers or bandsaws or heavy chunks of concrete crashing like stage thunder into the aluminum bed of a pickup truck, but I'm sure there is some last loud finishing touch I haven't thought of. Nonetheless, the combination of near-total sleep deprivation,
spatch encouraging me to bed early last night, and only having to deal with a cement mixer this morning added up to something like eight hours of sleep and I'll take it.
Everything I've dreamed for about a week straight has been nightmare, but last night I got one of those dreams that should come with program notes when you wake up: modern art, small-town avant-garde, nuclear anxiety, a museum heist, a switchbacking plot of which I can remember just fragments and a prevailing tone somewhere between courtroom drama and caper; my taste remains consistent across dreams and fiction because the character I remember most clearly is the local lawyer who looked like a cross between John Lithgow and Alastair Sim in a three-piece suit and an overcoat that was last fashionable during a world war, flat on his back on his office floor among a future avalanche of books and briefs, exclaiming with great happiness and no pretense of sobriety, "I love this state! Even a mediocre lawyer can win a case!" (I think we were in upstate New York. I have no idea how this was legally relevant. It was a good thing that he had won the case, and he hadn't had it handed to him, but no one else had expected him to pull it off, either.) I was not surprised when he turned out to have a terminal illness; it's harder to make TB plausible these days. The fictional modern art was full of bright blocks and black spaces and somehow looked like excerpts from a narrative while not actually being figurative at all.
Please enjoy some links.
1. I discovered Connie Wang's "I've Written About Cultural Appropriation For 10 Years. Here's What I Got Wrong" and eshusplayground's "The thing I hate most about Good Jew vs Bad Jew is that it denies Jews the ability to respond to complex issues Jewishly" right around the same time last night and they chimed similarly for me. Everyone wants a simple, satisfying, one-size-fits-all response to ethical quandaries. That doesn't make one exist. That doesn't make the quandaries not worth talking through.
2. Courtesy of a friend who is not on Dreamwidth: "The Fading Battlefields of World War I." One of the many unforgivable side effects of this current presidency is the way that, at least in the U.S., the commemoration of World War I has been lost in the shuffle of general horror and chaos. It was not a blip in the twentieth century. It was a defining event and its dead are worth remembering. There will never be another centennial; the new century seems bent on reenactment, not recognition. This government is not interested in honoring rather than desecrating the past.
3. Courtesy of another friend who is not on Dreamwidth: the scanned original edition of Hope Mirrlees' Paris: A Poem (1919). Eliot never included sheet music among his modernist fragments.
If through his sluggish watery sleep come dreams
They are the blue ghosts of king-fishers.
4. Lost Under Heaven's "Bunny's Blues" joins the growing list of witchcraft music videos which started when
rushthatspeaks sent me Fever Ray's "If I Had a Heart," "Seven," and "When I Grow Up." For the record, that is a hell of a set to put in your brain all at once.
5. Courtesy of
brigdh: seagrass mermaids.
I will be spending this Saturday participating in representative democracy at the Massachusetts State Democratic Convention, where the contested nominees will include the Democratic candidate for state governor. Forward the ethical artichoke.
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Everything I've dreamed for about a week straight has been nightmare, but last night I got one of those dreams that should come with program notes when you wake up: modern art, small-town avant-garde, nuclear anxiety, a museum heist, a switchbacking plot of which I can remember just fragments and a prevailing tone somewhere between courtroom drama and caper; my taste remains consistent across dreams and fiction because the character I remember most clearly is the local lawyer who looked like a cross between John Lithgow and Alastair Sim in a three-piece suit and an overcoat that was last fashionable during a world war, flat on his back on his office floor among a future avalanche of books and briefs, exclaiming with great happiness and no pretense of sobriety, "I love this state! Even a mediocre lawyer can win a case!" (I think we were in upstate New York. I have no idea how this was legally relevant. It was a good thing that he had won the case, and he hadn't had it handed to him, but no one else had expected him to pull it off, either.) I was not surprised when he turned out to have a terminal illness; it's harder to make TB plausible these days. The fictional modern art was full of bright blocks and black spaces and somehow looked like excerpts from a narrative while not actually being figurative at all.
Please enjoy some links.
1. I discovered Connie Wang's "I've Written About Cultural Appropriation For 10 Years. Here's What I Got Wrong" and eshusplayground's "The thing I hate most about Good Jew vs Bad Jew is that it denies Jews the ability to respond to complex issues Jewishly" right around the same time last night and they chimed similarly for me. Everyone wants a simple, satisfying, one-size-fits-all response to ethical quandaries. That doesn't make one exist. That doesn't make the quandaries not worth talking through.
2. Courtesy of a friend who is not on Dreamwidth: "The Fading Battlefields of World War I." One of the many unforgivable side effects of this current presidency is the way that, at least in the U.S., the commemoration of World War I has been lost in the shuffle of general horror and chaos. It was not a blip in the twentieth century. It was a defining event and its dead are worth remembering. There will never be another centennial; the new century seems bent on reenactment, not recognition. This government is not interested in honoring rather than desecrating the past.
3. Courtesy of another friend who is not on Dreamwidth: the scanned original edition of Hope Mirrlees' Paris: A Poem (1919). Eliot never included sheet music among his modernist fragments.
If through his sluggish watery sleep come dreams
They are the blue ghosts of king-fishers.
4. Lost Under Heaven's "Bunny's Blues" joins the growing list of witchcraft music videos which started when
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5. Courtesy of
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I will be spending this Saturday participating in representative democracy at the Massachusetts State Democratic Convention, where the contested nominees will include the Democratic candidate for state governor. Forward the ethical artichoke.