Last night on a snow-salted suburban road I saw a deer bound suddenly through the splash of the headlights, followed a moment later by what must have been a pair of coyotes because it's been centuries since there were wolves in this part of the world. It was so folkloric, I expected to see riders the next moment, or the moon. After days of sleepless free-fall and headache it hurt to breathe through, I spent much of this afternoon unconscious, which was terrible for my exposure to daylight but produced vivid dreams only occasionally suggesting a surrealist facsimile of same, such as the second-story view onto a green quadrangle where a policeman was bleeding out milk. Hestia is trying to climb through my arms as I type in her best doctorly fashion. In nearly half a lifetime of chronic illness, I don't think I have ever felt this daily-basis bad.
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- 1: Anything you crave, a certain curse
- 2: Never tasted anything like you before
- 3: There's no kind of atmosphere
- 4: None of us are traitors till we are
- 5: Swimming through these long-forgotten lands
- 6: Sifting through centuries for moments of your own
- 7: The bones of houses show in the summertime
- 8: Barely even human body parts will give yourself away
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