I need help to hold this love

On the one hand, this was a kind of a terrible year for publication:

"To the Mistress of the Labyrinth, Honey" in Sirenia Digest #61, January 2011.
"Sefer Yetzirah" in Love Is a Hurtin' Thing (ed. John Benson), January 2011.
"Abite Laeti, Abite Locupletes" in Moral Relativism Magazine #1, January 2011.
"The King of Cats, the Queen of Wolves" (with Mike Allen and Nicole Kornher-Stace) in Apex Magazine #22, March 2011.
"The New Alexandria" in Jabberwocky #5, March 2011.
"Persephone in Hel" in Stone Telling #3, March 2011.
"A Wolf in Iceland Is the Child of a Lie" in Not One of Us #45, April 2011.
"Incubation" in Not One of Us #45, April 2011.
"Lucan in Averno" in ChiZine #47, May 2011.
"Wisdom" in Mythic Delirium #24, June 2011.
"Shnirele, Perele" in Stone Telling #4, June 2011.
"Drowning Like You Mean It" in Sirenia Digest #69, September 2011.
"Taking the Auspices" in inkscrawl #2, September 2011.
"Graffiti" in Stone Telling #5, September 2011.
"Sheydim-tants" in Not One of Us #46, September 2011.
"Cemetery Theater" in Not One of Us #46, September 2011.
"The Description of a Wish" in Mythic Delirium #25, December 2011.

On the other:

A Mayse-Bikhl, Papaveria Press, November 2011.

I was paid for a reading for the first time in my life; I edited five months' worth of poetry for Strange Horizons (and I'm still reading for December for twelve hours more). Some of the poems I wrote this year are my favorites so far. I had some reprints accepted by anthologies that really mattered to me. The rest of the year, I can't calculate.

Next year is not guaranteed to be better. But I really want it to be.