The new online issue of
Cabinet des Fées is up, containing work by
upstart_crow,
time_shark,
eredien, other talented people whose livejournal handles I do not know, and
myself. This marks the first time a piece of mine has appeared online without a corresponding print version, as has always been the case with
Vestal Review or online reprints from
Not One of Us. I move slowly into the dubious world of pixels rather than ink . . .
With reference to yesterday's
meme, and in particular the question about which film character would I have sex with,
nineweaving asked me a question that I shall place behind an lj-cut, in case it's a spoiler rather than an incitement to see the film—
( Read more... )To which I can only respond: there's your answer. He's complicated. Complication is sexy. (Assume normal operating limits of safety and sanity. And the sense to know the difference between what appeals on the page and what works in the real world.) I've never fallen for anyone pretty and dull. I've never fallen for someone I haven't first gotten to know, mind you, so the meme's question is still purely academic; but what the hell, I can still extrapolate from the screenplay.* If I were to meet this character. If we were to assume that said character wouldn't take a dislike to me. It's the layers on layers that make a person fascinating: not necessarily the secrets, but the unexpected combinations, the discrepancies and the consistencies, the stories and all the shadings that keep actual people from being cardboard. I'm rarely interested in heroes. There's nothing sympathetic about flat golden light and connect-the-dots gallantry; but give me a morally ambiguous supporting character or a sympathetic antagonist, and I'm with you all the way. (See a summer post about Severus Snape for
much of the same.) And so, since this particular character is a knockabout collection of cynicism and grudges and vulnerability and misfires, some well-meant, some not—and how on earth does a poet not recognize Dostoyevsky?—I'm not all surprised that he was my favorite. And unlike any number of other characters I've liked from films, in the end he's stable enough that I could actually consider a relationship with him, rather than the more common "You know, you're terrifically cool on the screen, but you'd be like radiation in my actual life, kthnxbye." Complication that's safe to get close to. That's very attractive.
All of this has been theorized while waiting for my name to be called at the pharmacy, however, so I may look at it in a few hours and decide that I was dead wrong. But probably not about everything. Feel free to contradict.
*
I can appreciate any number of people aesthetically, but attraction to the body is always secondary to attraction to the person: we do not love people because they are beautiful, they are beautiful because we love them. So you can have "a face like the back of a bus," as Mary Gentle said of Humphrey Bogart, and so far as I'm concerned that doesn't interfere with your sexiness in the least: provided you're not dull . . .