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He Woke Up

I awoke at about 6:15 p.m. to feed the cat, and after a night of night sweats (further, deponent saith naught because, eeuww, TMI) and dread about which Bob would greet me when he woke, I couldn't get back to sleep. I got up and tried to catch up on far too many emails. "Catch up on" quickly devolved into pitching most of the 650+ emails into the aether, 

Then I thought about updating Bob's doctors on the newest situation - him being home. I finally did that, but not before fearing that Bob wouldn't easily wake, or maybe he'd regress to not waking up at all, when I brought him coffee. 

He woke up. 

And he got up. And got dressed, and talked to me, and joked, and was there. All there. 

Another episode gone? Well, we thought it was gone back in January, and it came back, but I'm choosing to believe in hope this time. And it was a delight to be able to tell people from that damned hospital, and from one of the rehab places I was gearing up to tour that we didn't seem to have a need for them. I will also cancel the tour of another rehab place that I'd set up for Wednesday. 

I hope I'm not jinxing everything, but again, I'm choosing to believe in hope this time. 

That doesn't mean our work is done. We have got to figure out what the fuck goes on in BB's body to throw him into confusion, weakness and aphasia, and why it was so bad this time. There has to be a reason, or even more than one reason. So that's on the to-do list. But Sunday is a day of rest, so I will rest, watching Bob at his computer, and urging me to read the political columns he's sending me. It feels like home again. 
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[personal profile] spikedluv. Seemingly fine one day and gone soon thereafter. I can't even.

Link to obituary.
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https://www.scenemag.co.uk/lancaster-university-launches-national-consultation-to-shape-future-of-adult-gender-healthcare/

https://wp.lancs.ac.uk/transadultspsp/

The focus is identifying priorities for future research, specifically related to "non-surgical, transition-related healthcare for people aged 18 and over", and they're starting with a survey.

Funded by Gendered Intelligence, led by a steering group which is half people with lived experience (in fact more than half, as some of the healthcare professional members also ID as trans), one of the two co-leads is a trans woman, and they're partnered with TransActual and GIRES, so this looks like real genuine co-production.
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The 1916 (Olympic) games were cancelled due to an international dispute occurring during that year

A dispute that left millions dead, sure. Not how I'd describe WWI, but okay.

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Movie update: turns out we are getting Z1L's new movie next week, which is awesome, but I'm not at all sure we're actually going to make it, given its showtimes and the fact that we aren't entertaining the notion of evening screenings. Alas. (That said, while I would very much like to see it, it doesn't actually look at all like a movie I would see if it weren't for Z1L, so I'm a bit sad, but not crushed.)

Reading: A few more volumes each of The Kurosagi Corpse Delivery Service and Hikaru no Go (I'm six volumes in on both), and I've started reading Stephanie Burgis' Wooing the Witch Queen.

Most of my reading time this week went to Epic Tomatoes: How to Select and Grow the Best Varieties of All Time (Craig Lehoullier), which I liked so much after reading the bought-on-sale ebook that I've ordered a hard copy. My intermittent low-key obsession with (the idea of) growing tomatoes continues to be mostly just weird, but as far as I can tell this book is a treasure. All other growing-tomatoes books can sit down.

Watching: As of this afternoon, we're caught up on The Pitt and still an ep. or two behind on Frieren.

We have two episodes of Midnight Mass to go, and may finish that tonight. It is pulling absolutely zero punches and is very upsetting (although no animal harm/death that I can think of since I mentioned the amount in the first couple of episodes?) and very well done. Wow. It is a LOT.

Working: Some potential (probable) impending stress about Dayjob is not doing wonders for my focus or mental health in general. (Nothing to do with Manager or coworders.) Good thoughts very welcome.

Tomorrow is a stat holiday, and then we have a week until the seasonal crunch begins. Whee! I have almost three weeks before my next freelance deadline, but it would sure be nice to get a draft on this rewrite before the crunch. I think I'm about a quarter of the way there.

Weekend

2026-02-15 12:37
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I’ve been chickening out and trying to avoid reading online discussions about the shooting in BC—IYKYK.

Touch wood, but I think our apartment may be in remission from the Unpleasantness.

Andrew and I don’t really do Valentine’s Day, but e came with me to the mall yesterday—I needed to buy a broom and some groceries—and we had slushy fruit drinks and bought a small toy for the cats in the shape of an ice-cream cone. It seems to have gone over well.

Finished reading Adrian Tchaikovsky’s Children of Ruin, the sequel to Children of Time and just as enjoyable. Except for Dr. Avrana Kern, this one features a whole new cast of characters: humans, spiders, Humans, octopus, AIs based on humans, and one of the more frightening alien entities ever written, Us-of-We. Does Tchaikovsky count as hopepunk? He should: despite the many grim and horrifying things that happen in these books, they’re touchingly optimistic that peace, or at least detente, is possible if all sides can just communicate.

I did feel like most of the octopus characters were a bit underwritten, but that’s partly because it’s a plot point that their minds are even more different from human minds than the spiders’ are. That said, the scene in which the octopus flickers in response to Senkovi’s corny jokes, even though it doesn’t understand them, because it’s happy that he’s happy that he’s happy, is both touching and also a clue that they respond primarily to the emotional content of a statement. Sort of like how I’m told this song is a collaboration between Poland’s two best-known folk-punk groups/artists, and while I don’t understand the words, the tune is very catchy.

Other musical links: I’d heard of Viv Stanshall’s album Men Opening Umbrellas Ahead, but I’d never listened to it till this week, and it’s incredible—imagine if Eric Idle and Tom Waits got drunk together in a dive bar in Lagos.

Also—this M. R. James-esque report from the BBC on an apparent case of black magic.


Oopsie-doodle

2026-02-15 17:37
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I have not been a good blogger. Been distracted by [community profile] small_fandoms's Drabblethon (will collect all drabbles and post them all together soon-ish) and by general sadness.

Please, enjoy my friend's Conrad Veidt biography, plus this little thing they wrote about Liebe macht blind. It is, in my humble opinion, the most complete and properly sourced bio on Herr Veidt on the 'net (the Liebe macht blind link has a YouTube video with the live music when the movie was shown in Cine Recobrado; silent film tunes to jam to). Why yes, we are manifesting the movie's release, dammit!

Movies Silently has a review for The Girl in Tails (1926) and it seems right up my alley. Meanwhile, Classic Film and TV Corner has a review for Shooting Stars (1928), which also seems like my jam.

It's a shame to see the Internet Archive fully embrace artificial intelligence, but I've been following Brewster for a while, so it's not surprising. Techbros, istg...

Still making my way through Tih-Minh, Édouard Mathé showed up! Judex and Roger together again *sparkles* Still haven't found the will to rewatch Stromboli (English version, aka the best version).

Nature notes 2026 (1)

2026-02-15 21:04
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Cool season is ending and the weather is getting warmer. The local deciduous tree (there is one species that I can see around; everything else is evergreen, like most tropical broadleaves) is shedding its leaves in preparation for aestivaton during the hot season. The Magpie-Robins have begun to sing in the early morning, to my joy, and a somewhat confused Greater Coucal started booming around 2 am, but has now worked out that it is supposed to be diurnal. The Yellow-vented Bulbuls have hatched two babies successfully, as usual in a tree within vertical jumping distance of Bus-stop Cat. This morning, he, Lap-Cat and Scaredy-Cat (Three-Legged Cat is not allowed out; due to liver issues he cannot tolerate anti-parasite medication and therefore has to be a strictly house cat) were sitting by the pool looking in the same direction i.e. the nest. So far there have been no attempts to eat them, possibly because they are all rather elderly now. However it is early days, and I am keeping my fingers crossed.

Airbnb has been upgraded! Last year the sparrow's nest behind the air-conditioner in the kitchen corridor fell and destroyed the eggs, so I got a proper birdhouse and hung it from the air-conditioner rack. It was occupied last month, and the hatchlings are now shoutind for food. The nest is much too high up for the Beastie Boys to get at, so they don't even bother to sit and stare hopefully.

The calamondin lime bush flowered like mad so it is covered in the usual small, round green fruits. The Adeniums are blooming vigorously as are the Bougainvilleas and the Almond Verbenas (Aloysia virgata). We planted seeds of an interesting red lady's-finger which all flowered last week, so hopefully the fruits will set.

We had to cut down the big jackfruit tree, unfortunately, because it was badly infected with some sort of fungus, that was going to bring it crashing down at some point.

Lundy: variable

2026-02-15 18:39
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We were in two minds last night over whether to watch Sailing the Shipping Forecast with the Rev. Richard Coles. On the one hand: the Shipping Forecast! On the other hand: the Rev. Richard Coles! I don't actually dislike Richard Coles as much as that might suggest (though I'd like him better if he didn't use the 'Rev.' outside a professional setting), but I have very little tolerance for travel shows with celebrity presenters...

But we watched it, and I was glad we had, because not only did it start in the sea area Lundy, it did actually visit the island of Lundy, somewhere I have never been and have not quite given up the hope of visiting.

Unusually, it managed to visit Lundy without uttering the word "puffin", though I spotted two representations of my favourite bird. One was a picture on sale in the island shop (an unexpectedly large and well-stocked establishment); the other - well, this was something new to me. In the 1920s, the owner of Lundy issued his own currency: the programme didn't mention that the coins were the puffin and the half-puffin. Nor did it mention that he was prosecuted for it, under the Coinage Act of 1870. The House of Lords found him guilty in 1931, and he was fined £5 with fifteen guineas expenses.

But you can't visit Lundy and not mention the seabirds, so instead of the eponymous puffins, the island warden took Richard Coles to see the manx shearwaters. Not just manx shearwaters, but manx shearwater chicks, which are balls of soft grey fluff, and larger than I expected: Coles was allowed to hold one, and it overflowed his two cupped hands. He was also tutored in how to imitate the call of the manx shearwater. To my delight, it sounded very much like a fairy being sick.

The Lundy segment was only a fraction of the hour-long programme - but it made the whole thing worth my time. I'd be willing to watch the episode on the Faroes, too (though I'll probably give the Isle of Wight a miss).
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This is a novella-length nonfiction memoir about the life of a blacksmith of the writer’s acquaintance, living in rural northwestern France. The book is from 2015, but the conversations with the blacksmith must have been at an earlier time, since Trassard recounts that the blacksmith was born in 1902. I bought it almost ten years ago on the strength of the title, but ended up not reading it then, because at the time the colloquial French it is written in and the many provincialisms and agriculture-specific worlds were somewhat too challenging for me. I decided to take it with me now on a January train ride from the Netherlands to the south of France, and read most of the book while being borne at high speeds through various snowy landscapes.

So, I was expecting blacksmithing, but I confess to not having expected the horses: this rural blacksmith, while he also does other work, gets the bulk of his work from shoeing horses. He is referred to in the text both as forgeron, blacksmith, and as maréchal-ferrant, which I think in English is farrier. And through this lens we are given a surprisingly thorough and penetrating analysis of the functioning of the pre-motorization rural economy. Horses are essential not just for plowing the fields and other agricultural work, but also for transport: Trassard tells us that the horses of the post, which had to run on hard roads, needed to be re-shod the most often, up to once per week. Early in his career our blacksmith is maréchal-ferrant in the army for two years as his military service, where the stream of horses needing shoeing was so endless that the job of the farrier was separated from any other kinds of blacksmithing work. The quality of a farmer’s fields, and the wetness of the winter, influence how often his horses need to be re-shod. It is the motorization of agricultural work that means the end of blacksmithing as a ubiquitous profession.

Trassard holds a great affection for this traditional countryside and its technologies, professions, and social rhythms, but he does not in my opinion unduly romanticize it. He shows clearly the ways in which this agricultural life was hard for all involved, the reasons why modernization might be preferable both on small and large scales, and how the old ways of doing things were just plain incompatible with modern labor practices and labor laws, even as he shows us what was lost in these changes and why he regrets that. One of the striking things in the book is that electricity and motorization did not arrive in his region of France until after World War II, and how fast it came when it came. The strength of the book lies in the way he shows just how thoroughly this changed how the economy and rural society functioned.

The book also contains lots of little details about blacksmithing as a craft, which is what I was hoping for when I bought it. Our blacksmith recalls how, in his apprentice days, smiths placed small slivers of cork underneath their anvils, so that the sound would be clearer: “this did not change how well it worked, but a clear sound was a point of pride among us.” He describes the practice of ‘frapper devant’, which is when blacksmith and journeyman work together on a single piece of work, bringing their hammers down in alternation; and how the blacksmith would communicate what he wanted during this, either by turning the piece or by a signalling system of tapping the hammer directly on the top of the anvil. Trassard details different pieces of blacksmithing work: specialty orthopedic horseshoes that the blacksmith made himself, knives that our blacksmith made out of used hoof rasps, and the intense and complicated process of making or adjusting the metal bands around wooden wheels.

To me, Trassard is at his best when he is being factual rather than lyrical, letting his information telling the story for him. The structure of the book is meandering, non-chronological, drifting from topic to topic and coming back in greater detail to ones he already visited, imitating the type of conversation he had with the blacksmith who formed the basis of his story. This worked quite well for me right until the end: I found that the book ended very abruptly, without providing a resolution for various storylines about different episodes in our blacksmith’s life. It’s not like it entirely doesn’t work like this, and the format Trassard has chosen means that he can just leave things open if he wants, but I was really hoping to see how the different episodes were joined together. The way he leaves it gave me the impression that either he didn’t consider his structure as carefully as I thought he did, or that he just stopped writing and turned in what he had at the deadline and hoped that people wouldn’t notice. But in general I thought this book was very good and very interesting: it was both a good memoir about the specific details of a craft, and completely unexpectedly, a brilliant resource on the functioning of the pre-modern economy. It appears that Trassard has written a bunch more books about different aspects of rural life, and maybe at some point when I’m in the library I will check one out.

Lion Tamer

2026-02-15 07:14
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 Want to tame lions?

I learned in a dream last night.

What you do is look your lion steadily in the eyes, grab hold of its mane on either side of its head, ram your nose up against its nose and then, as it were, kiss it.

After this it will acknowledge you not only as a another lion but as king of the lions.....
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It occurs to me that some folks might want to know about CAIABB (Canadian Authors and Illustrators Against Book Bans) and even, you know, join. But I keep forgetting to bump it here.

In the wake of US Supreme Court reinforcement of the ban on children's books that discuss LGBTQ+ and racialized experiences, my pals Kari Jones and Robin Stevenson founded Canadian Authors and Illustrators Against Book Bans.

Robin's book about an adorable puppy at a pride parade was the target of a particularly nasty spew of vitriol. Robin is perhaps the kindest, most generous person in the world, and she gets incredible amounts of hate for making affirming books for queer kids and families.

There's a Linktree here, but most of the action is on Instagram.

(ETA: [personal profile] bibliofile points out that they are also on Bluesky.)

Note: CAIABB is not directly affiliated with the American organization Authors Against Book Bans, but they cooperate with similar orgs, like PEN.

§rf§

Book Review

2026-02-14 17:11
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Suldrun's Garden
by Jack Vance

This is the first in Vance's Lyonesse trilogy, and I quite enjoyed it. It's set on the Elder Isles, a fictional group of islands off the coast of Cornwall based on Celtic legends of a land that sunk into the sea. The first third or so follows Suldrun, princess of Lyonesse. She is a disapointment to her royal parents due to being a girl, and is largely neglected until she is of marriageable age. When she defies her father's attempts to use her and her future as a pawn in his machinations, he confines her to a remote garden on the castle grounds. There, Aillas, prince of Troicinet, washes ashore. Suldrun nurses him back to health and they fall in love and have a child. The remainder of the book follows Aillas' adventures as he seeks his son and strives to regain his birthright as the ruler of Troicinet.
Suldrun's Garden was published in the early 1980s and is fairly old school. The prose style is a bit old-fashioned but still enjoyable to read. Vance does a really great job of weaving together plots, themes, and tropes from medieval legend, Celtic myth, and fairy tales. There are a lot of side quests added to the main plot, but they always connect back to the story. Aillas is a very likeable character - he's brave, caring, clever, and honest. Suldrun is also sympathetic, but in a different way. She's an introverted loner who just wants the time and space to find and make her own path. I do wish her part of the story had lasted longer. I alsoreally enjoyed all the secondary characters, particularly the mage Shimrock, who is clearly inspired by Schmendrick from The Last Unicorn.
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Nenya's summary of an early account of St Valentine's Day as a romantic festival: "So it was RPF written during lockdown, which contained endless jousting sprinkled with #relatable? Whomst among us?"

Wild tonal shift to follow:

It's also the day that Frederick Douglass chose as his birthday, which is very sweetly illustrated here: What, to a Country, Is a Child’s Birthday? | Talk & Draw with Liza Donnelly & Heather Cox Richardson (video: 3 minutes).

Yesterday, we went to a No More Stolen Sisters march, which was very touching, especially given how many women were their with pictures of missing and murdered relatives. A lot of red cloaks and traditional woven cedar hats.

It was organised by the student union, and I appreciated how much care they put into cultural safety and looking out for family members.

We listened to the DNTO podcast "The Story She Carries: Lorelei Williams and her fight for justice" for class, and my professor said she'd gone to residential school with Williams' mother. It's all very close here.

Come to Dark Souls

2026-02-14 21:33
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We have terrible platforming, shortcut porn, hostile shrubbery, BOXRATS!!!, extremely smashable vases, “amazing chest ahead” (male), “amazing chest ahead” (female), “amazing chest ahead” (mimic), weirdly sexualized moaning (male only), repeatedly falling down inside a giant hollow tree to your death, Moss Lady, a magic medieval snakeskin-covered gramophone, hidden areas hidden behind other hidden areas hidden behind illusory walls, combat skirts (unisex), giant snakes with horse teeth, pretending to be an egg, quite a lot of jank, a very angry elderly cat who scolds you in bad faux-Shakespearian and is also a faction leader, the secret lake underneath the bottom of the world, “jolly co-operation,” chibi mindflayers, clams full of skulls, a trident that lets you do a silly little dance, ridiculous ragdoll corpse physics, a really cool double helix staircase probably based on the Château de Chambord, ball/crab things that turn up unexpectedly in your game and try to magic missile you because somebody in another game lost some stuff, getting punched to death by mushrooms, and Gender.

This is such a weird game (complimentary).

Holiday plans

2026-02-14 18:26
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My birthday this year will be a semi-significant one. Five years ago I had a proper, significant, ends-with-a-zero birthday (I wrote about it at the time): but of course it was not a good time for special birthday holidays.

This year, therefore, I have some catching up to do. I was just beginning to think about how I would like to do it - France by train, perhaps? It's about time I visited Strasbourg... Then GirlBear suggested that - well, I think she suggested that she and [personal profile] boybear come and visit, but we decided that the really fun thing would be to go somewhere together. So now I was looking for somewhere that had something special about it, but was also Bear-friendly (not Abroad, not too far north): and I booked a long weekend in Portmeirion, which I have wanted to visit since - well, you can probably guess. I have added a week beforehand in north Wales (actually near Chirk, which I had never heard of, but which sounds interesting).

I was very excited about this that I carried on planning. D. has already booked our midsummer getaway, near the Moray Firth (that is, not far from where we spent his last birthday in Aberdeenshire, but nearer the coast). It has been my plan all along to go on from there to Orkney, and now that is also booked - nothing ambitious, but overnight ferry north, and a few nights at the Foveran...

[personal profile] durham_rambler has found a travel company who do rail holidays in France, so maybe we'll make that happen in the autumn - last week's travel section had a piece about Metz which would combine nicely with that trip to Strasbourg. And we have other things planned: the home-town-reunion get together (not in his home town), the Folk Festival...

It could be quite a fun year, in fact.
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In the comments of [personal profile] spikedluv's final post, which she made on Feb. 2, there's info saying that she died unexpectedly later that day, with a link to her obituary. :( No cause of death given.

Thank you, [personal profile] shipperslist, for the heads-up.

ETA: [personal profile] lunabee34 confirms in comments. ;_;
(Note: I'm taking the info in good faith as posted; I don't know the person who shared it, and while [personal profile] spikedluv and I were mutuals for a long time, I never knew her wallet name. But the obit info matches what I did know and she was an extremely regular poster, so even a day or two of silence was worrying.)
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Happy Galentines/Valentines Day! We are midway through February. If you started the year with some intentions, or have accumulated some new intentions since, how are they going? Is there anything you want to prune back or lean into?
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