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sovay ([personal profile] sovay) wrote2018-06-20 11:36 am

I keep on searching for some way around all that I've been given

Today is not breathing room. I was woken at eight o'clock by a doctor's phone call and kept awake by pain after that. The alarm I set last night when I thought I was going to get more than three hours' sleep just went off. This is a terrible month. I am supposed to do something nice this afternoon with [personal profile] rushthatspeaks, but I am just tired of my body being even less endurable to be trapped inside than usual. I feel like an object lesson. I feel like a scratched record.

Late yesterday afternoon, I went walking with [personal profile] spatch around a loop of the Mystic River in Medford and back into Somerville. We saw swans with their cygnets and ducks with their ducklings and water lilies and slow green-silted water and glossy eddies and kids playing. He took a picture of me that I wish accurately represented my life.

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[personal profile] labingi 2018-06-20 10:27 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry to hear you are struggling. Sending good thoughts your way. Thank goodness for beautiful trees!