sovay: (Claude Rains)
sovay ([personal profile] sovay) wrote2016-06-07 09:24 pm

Mediocrities everywhere—now and to come—I absolve you all

Today contained much more no-show public transit and rapid walking in muggy weather than I really consider ideal. Also my e-mail is still pffft. On the other hand, last night I dreamed about hanging out with dybbuk Alan Turing, reading a very good selkie story, and taking out onto coastal water (not Boston Harbor, somewhere with steeper cliffs and more trees) a small boat whose sails were made of birch bark. I don't know the correlation, but it's been months since I had dreams (a) that I remembered (b) that were not nightmares, so I really think I'm fine with it. I wish I could fall asleep before dawn, but the way we're coming up on the solstice, that doesn't seem likely to happen any time soon. Dybbuk Alan Turing was inhabiting the actor set to play him onstage, in a highly publicized production that would also be filmed. He had become much more convincing throughout rehearsals. I think it was working out for both of them.

Peter Shaffer has died. In April 1999, in London for the first time in my life with my high school concert choir and jazz band, I bought a theater ticket sight unseen. It was potluck: anyone who was interested gave twenty pounds to one of the teachers and took their chances with whatever was available at some kind of student/group discount that day. No one else in my friend group was interested. I had never done a blind date with art before. I was in a strange city and I knew I would regret it if I didn't try. I got a ticket to Amadeus at the Old Vic with David Suchet and Michael Sheen and it was one of the transformative theater experiences of my life. I knew Shaffer as a playwright; I'd read my mother's copies of The Royal Hunt of the Sun and Equus. I'd been shown the film version of Amadeus (1984) by a friend who adored Tom Hulce's Mozart and basically been left cold, which was awkward. But even coming in a scene late (I don't remember anymore what happened—there were three of us and we made it just in time for Salieri's first appearance), the intimacy of the stage version hooked me, the direct address to the audience that slipped off time like an old dressing gown and took on color, memory, ambition, envy, a disarming sense of humor and a dangerously sympathetic rapport with anyone who has ever created something not quite good enough, and I fell blitheringly in love with the play and its wildly fictionalized protagonist in ways that echoed for years. I remembered Suchet. I forgot about Sheen until 2006, when I spent the entirety of Stephen Frears' The Queen wondering why Tony Blair looked so familar and finally realized I'd have recognized him sooner if he'd used more profanity. I even got to see Karl Johnson in person, long before I knew it would matter to me. I wouldn't have that memory without Peter Shaffer. It was a great version of the play, too.

Courtesy of [livejournal.com profile] strange_selkie: Dorothy L. Sayers, Marjorie Barber, and the story of a wartime lemon. "When life sends you war, rationing, and personal hardship, true friends send you lemons."

P.S. For people for whom it is relevant, Patrick Garland's A Doll's House (1973) is playing on TCM on the evening of June 8th.
skygiants: Moril from the Dalemark Quartet playing the cwidder (composing hallelujah)

[personal profile] skygiants 2016-06-08 02:48 am (UTC)(link)
I also had a friend who was in love with Tom Hulce's Mozart in Amadeus when I was in high school and made every effort to get me to feel the same. I wonder how common an experience this was.
skygiants: the Phantom of the Opera, reaching out (creeper of the opera)

[personal profile] skygiants 2016-06-08 11:21 am (UTC)(link)
No, I was already there. >.> I don't remember her feelings on Phantom but I suspect she would have considered it too populist -- she had very highbrow and somewhat hipster tendencies. I think she would have been rather dismayed to find out that too large a number of other teen girls were falling in love with Tom Hulce's Amadeus!

[identity profile] moon-custafer.livejournal.com 2016-06-08 12:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Dybbuk Alan Turing made my morning.
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[personal profile] drwex 2016-06-08 04:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you for forwarding along the lemon story. It reminded me greatly of my departed grandmother, who was both a Sayers fan and a recollector (is that even a word?) of wartime rationing memories.

[identity profile] martianmooncrab.livejournal.com 2016-06-08 07:48 pm (UTC)(link)
there are two upper tier channels now that show retro tv shows and the old B side movies, back when there were double features. I have been gorging on things I had never seen before. I hadnt realized that there was a Thin Man tv show.

[identity profile] martianmooncrab.livejournal.com 2016-06-08 08:07 pm (UTC)(link)
I will look to see what they are called, I just channel surf up there and either watch or record. GeTV or Go, Retro... I do know the ElRey channel shows Chop Socky Kung Fu movies a lot...

[identity profile] martianmooncrab.livejournal.com 2016-06-10 02:20 am (UTC)(link)
COMET tv ... http://www.comettv.com/about-comet-tv/

meTV http://www.metv.com/wheretowatch/

THIS http://portland.thistv.com/

ATNTV http://antennatv.tv/

GetTV http://www.get.tv/icons

DECAD http://www.decades.com/

those are the channels that I get on my cable, so I am not sure how you would be able to watch them ... I sure hope you can.

[identity profile] rose-lemberg.livejournal.com 2016-06-08 11:22 pm (UTC)(link)
"...hanging out with dybbuk Alan Turing" - for some reason wondered if he'd befriend Tiny Wittgenstein...

I've send you an email 2 days ago and it bounced, so I have no idea if you got the one I sent today about emails bouncing. *sigh* and hugs.

[identity profile] dormouse-in-tea.livejournal.com 2016-06-10 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
see, this is strangely hilarious to me, because the reason I never liked refried paper was because I see no icons at all with it, post or comments, and never have. :P

but I'm very glad your journal looks more as it ought!

[identity profile] dormouse-in-tea.livejournal.com 2016-06-10 04:48 am (UTC)(link)
yeeees. it's baffled me since the beginning. *pats LJ*

also....so you had the post showing on my friends feed, talking about getting your style mostly back. I clicked your name to tab open a new window to see it properly, and left a comment on the top entry that showed.

...this is clearly not the entry I was expecting O_o
Edited 2016-06-10 04:49 (UTC)