And last night I slept for four hours and lay in bed without sleeping for at least eight and I don't know why, but it has made me feel rotten all day.
spatch took some pictures of me on the deck while I try to remind myself that I am a person and not just a collection of unhappiness. There was one that made a sort of classical profile, but I liked the outtake better.

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