I perhaps overexerted myself over the course of my first day out in the wild with sufficient voice and stamina to attend an evening rehearsal rather than survive a doctor's appointment and am therefore second-guessing every single one of my interactions with other human beings and feeling generally terrible about myself and my prospects. For this reason I am repeat-listening to Alice Donut's "Where Is My Mind?" It is a thoroughly punk and entirely instrumental cover of the Pixies song in which the part of Black Francis is played by a trombone. I adore it. It's so doleful. It sounds like it's looking under the couch cushions.
yhlee did a one-card reading for me from the Shadowscapes Tarot and it came out the Ace of Pentacles. "This points to the possibility of prosperity, security, and abundance, and seeing rewards for hard work; energy spent will see returns. Good fortune and wisdom." It looks like a suit full of chameleons, dragons, and trees. Here's hoping.
(Subject header and music supplied by the previous song I was repeat-listening to, until I realized it was maybe not a good idea.)
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(Subject header and music supplied by the previous song I was repeat-listening to, until I realized it was maybe not a good idea.)