There's tornadoes in Spain
Physically and emotionally, I had a frighteningly bad night and morning and at the end of this day am in more or less figuratively human shape with the help of both of my husbands and the mother of my godchild, plus my therapist, a stack of pupusas, and horchata ice cream.
spatch and
selkie having taken the day shift,
rushthatspeaks came over after work; I walked to meet him coming from the bus and we ended up at Capen Street Park.

The redbud and the forsythia are flourishing in chiasmus with the street signs.

It is that time of year when I can dive headlong into tulips again.

Whatever their funkiness, the Bradford pears make beautiful clouds.

The lilacs are just starting to break out of bud.

I do not feel in any way like a live thing, so on the assumption that I will at some future date be able to recognize myself as such, Rush-That-Speaks took this picture for the historical record.
After dinner which we ate outdoors at the Radcliffe Quad and dessert which we ate in the car with the windows down, we returned home to watch Lost Highway (1997), which I had not seen since college when it was my second David Lynch after Mulholland Drive (2001). It was as beautifully looped through itself as I remembered, though this time around I could see all the noir that had been broken down for parts and recombined into its hell-spiral. Rush played me Hank Williams' "Lost Highway" (1949) afterward. To match the film's soundtrack, WHRB had gone industrial by the time I was driving back, furnishing Cosey Fanni Tutti's "Tutti" (2019), Recoil's "Breath Control" (2000), and Pigface's "Suck" (1991), which I mistook for its later re-recording by Reznor for Nine Inch Nails. I still feel pretty shocky and a whole lot of exhausted, trapped things, but it was an objectively and subjectively loved day.

The redbud and the forsythia are flourishing in chiasmus with the street signs.

It is that time of year when I can dive headlong into tulips again.

Whatever their funkiness, the Bradford pears make beautiful clouds.

The lilacs are just starting to break out of bud.

I do not feel in any way like a live thing, so on the assumption that I will at some future date be able to recognize myself as such, Rush-That-Speaks took this picture for the historical record.
After dinner which we ate outdoors at the Radcliffe Quad and dessert which we ate in the car with the windows down, we returned home to watch Lost Highway (1997), which I had not seen since college when it was my second David Lynch after Mulholland Drive (2001). It was as beautifully looped through itself as I remembered, though this time around I could see all the noir that had been broken down for parts and recombined into its hell-spiral. Rush played me Hank Williams' "Lost Highway" (1949) afterward. To match the film's soundtrack, WHRB had gone industrial by the time I was driving back, furnishing Cosey Fanni Tutti's "Tutti" (2019), Recoil's "Breath Control" (2000), and Pigface's "Suck" (1991), which I mistook for its later re-recording by Reznor for Nine Inch Nails. I still feel pretty shocky and a whole lot of exhausted, trapped things, but it was an objectively and subjectively loved day.

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Thank you! Friday I spent mostly working (and calling doctors), but yesterday I did as little as humanly possible and it was demonstrably the correct choice.
*hugs*
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(The pics are beautiful as always.)
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Thank you.
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Thank you! I am doing my best!
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(Are Bradford pears the ones that smell like jizz?)
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I'm so glad you are. Thank you. Love.
(Are Bradford pears the ones that smell like jizz?)
(That's them!)
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(Speaking of support, you should see me in this dress. It has a shrug but it is 77 in my office, so my tzniusedik fucked all the way away and my foundation garment is doing God's work. Or I guess I'm doing God's work and the bra is administrative support. I posted about it mostly for your own and Mattie's amusement and I was on the wrong filter because I was only a quarter ways down my iced coffee and it's only a MEDIUM so I don't DIE, anyway a congregant liked a casual snap of my ...figure, I'm not going to say tits on your journal, and that's how today is going.)
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Chill we can get anywhere! The other stuff is invaluable. Love.
(Your casual snap is the best.)
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*raises a glass of electrolyte water*
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I love the inside of that tulip. That's a beautiful nest for healing if one could only stay inside for the necessary time.
this time around I could see all the noir that had been broken down for parts and recombined into its hell-spiral. --a line that makes me really curious about the movie.
Sending lots of love--today should be warm and pleasant; I hope it's a good day.
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Hugs to
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Almost all of the building blocks of its plot came from noir, except for the ones that came from folktale, they just weren't put together anything like one. I loved it.
Hugs to sovay
Thank you.
*hugs*
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Thank you. It was certainly more than proof of support network. I'm working on all of the rest.
I love the inside of that tulip. That's a beautiful nest for healing if one could only stay inside for the necessary time.
Everybody should get a tulip nest. Part of the package of universal basic income.
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--a line that makes me really curious about the movie.
I recommend it! I don't know if I would call it my favorite Lynch, but only because the competition is so stiff. It has a banger of a soundtrack.
Sending lots of love--today should be warm and pleasant; I hope it's a good day.
The next day was not a bad day! There has been sun and more flowers and rain that the drought really needed.
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Thank you!
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I've never seen Lost Highway. I remember the night I watched a VHS screener of Mulholland Drive with a guy I used to watch many late-night movies with, but I remember virtually nothing about the film except that I loved it.
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Thank you! The support is important for me to notice and the flowers I am just enjoying.
I've never seen Lost Highway. I remember the night I watched a VHS screener of Mulholland Drive with a guy I used to watch many late-night movies with, but I remember virtually nothing about the film except that I loved it.
I saw from FB that you watched it! I hope it treated you well.
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I loved how dreamlike it was.
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You keep saying this sort of thing, but I regret to inform that you're awesome.
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Love.
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Thank you. I am lucky to have people this good.
*hugs*
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The people and the film and the music were good. Thank you.
*hugs*
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Nine
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Thank you!
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Those are some more beautiful pictures! <3
Here are some things, which can be ignored or looked at as you wish:
Some random tumblr: https://www.tumblr.com/basiltheratatouille/781847527708377088/enwikipediaorg-pageviews-for-rock-hudson-and?source=share (Current DW making people look up old time movie stars.)
Some very pretty Tolkien quote gifs: https://www.tumblr.com/lotrlorien/167383605554?source=share
Somebody's random but beautiful OC: https://www.tumblr.com/maedictus/780747053054771200?source=share
Gifset for A Matter of Life and Death: https://www.tumblr.com/ltbelanna/182836257002?source=share
Yaz in DW always got the best period outfits of pretty much anyone in its history (gif): https://www.tumblr.com/evviejo/781358205343252480/all-of-yazs-looks-ever-56?source=share
Logical consequences of that time the Master was Prime Minister in DW (text): https://www.tumblr.com/basiltheratatouille/781075149012205568?source=share
https://www.tumblr.com/teabooksandsweets/630155782443401217/edward-petherbridge-and-emily-richard-in-busmans?source=share
Also random audio thing I am listening to currently, which does feel like a very strange confluence of recent interests: Keep Your Pantheon, a BBC Radio play set in Rome by David Mamet, starring Martin Jarvis. (It's gone on to be a stage play, but this does seem to be the original version.)
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I haven't got a link for this because I was told it by Mariocki on tumblr (but they are a reliable source as they usually get these things from Kaleidoscope or the like), but someone has found a lost episode of the BBC medical soap Emergency Ward 10 from 1966, and the cast includes a guest spot from a wee David Collings. As it is a medical thing, I feel reasonably confident that he is likely to be suffering suitably, possibly even dying. Should it ever come round on TPTV or by any means I can see it, I will let you know.
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*hugs*
Thank you. I am glad of the people in my life, which does while we're on the subject include you.
Those are some more beautiful pictures!
I like taking them! Thank you.
Here are some things, which can be ignored or looked at as you wish
I am afraid that I couldn't see a couple of them due to not being on Tumblr, but the majority came through! I especially appreciate the rent-free ornithologist, Yaz's outfits, and Petherbridge/Richard.
Also random audio thing I am listening to currently, which does feel like a very strange confluence of recent interests: Keep Your Pantheon, a BBC Radio play set in Rome by David Mamet, starring Martin Jarvis. (It's gone on to be a stage play, but this does seem to be the original version.)
I can't believe I've neve heard of it. How is it? (Are there jokes older than Plautus?)
someone has found a lost episode of the BBC medical soap Emergency Ward 10 from 1966, and the cast includes a guest spot from a wee David Collings. As it is a medical thing, I feel reasonably confident that he is likely to be suffering suitably, possibly even dying. Should it ever come round on TPTV or by any means I can see it, I will let you know.
Oh, yeah, that looks like David Collings. I hope it makes itself available to you posthaste! You deserve him suffering in your life.
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I am afraid that I couldn't see a couple of them due to not being on Tumblr, but the majority came through! I especially appreciate the rent-free ornithologist, Yaz's outfits, and Petherbridge/Richard.
Sorry about that - unfortunately there doesn't seem to be an immediate way to see which ones are site-locked on tumblr. I'm glad you saw those three, because I thought you would enjoy those ones particularly!
I can't believe I've neve heard of it. How is it? (Are there jokes older than Plautus?)
I'm not very far in, but Martin Jarvis is currently having some very literal trouble not dying on stage. (I wouldn't know, lol! Very possibly?)
Oh, yeah, that looks like David Collings. I hope it makes itself available to you posthaste! You deserve him suffering in your life.
Oh, cool, thank you! He is unquestionably suffering there, indeed. I knew my faith in him would not be misplaced, not in 1966 anyway. The only question is whether or not he was also doing a little murdering on the side, as a treat.
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Thank you! I would give a lot for a time machine to that production of Busman's Honeymoon.
I'm not very far in, but Martin Jarvis is currently having some very literal trouble not dying on stage. (I wouldn't know, lol! Very possibly?)
I'll try to listen and find out. Mostly I am delighted that such a specifically combinatoric object exists.
Oh, cool, thank you! He is unquestionably suffering there, indeed. I knew my faith in him would not be misplaced, not in 1966 anyway. The only question is whether or not he was also doing a little murdering on the side, as a treat.
You're welcome! Your sentiments are apparently shared by the preservation team.
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One day
Mostly I am delighted that such a specifically combinatoric object exists.
It is funny, isn't it? I had to tell you.
You're welcome! Your sentiments are apparently shared by the preservation team.
Awww, that's lovely!
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Deal!