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sovay ([personal profile] sovay) wrote2020-09-17 04:08 am

How we grew each other's hearts and schemes of home

I got up early this morning for a COVID-19 test so that I can make my doctor's appointment on Friday. I would prefer not to have to see a doctor at all, but once again it turns out that being kept from regular access to medical care is bad for me. I am still not exactly sleeping and it means I'm not doing much of anything else except working, although I did eat some very nice Taiwanese food this afternoon and discover to my surprise that a pair of jeans I bought off the internet actually more or less fit. I have moved on to watching the 2005 BBC Bleak House, which I remember my father highly recommending to me at a point in time when I just couldn't picture anyone but Denholm Elliott as John Jarndyce. I am in fact enjoying it. I may also be maxing out my capacity to watch TV. I'm treating it as an experiment. While visiting my mother for purposes of honeycake-baking earlier this week, I ran into the neighbor with whom I had discussed the radio telescope I built in high school and Fred Hoyle's The Black Cloud (1957); this time he wanted to know if I had read Edwin Abbott Abbott's Flatland (1884) and then he asked what sort of science I did nowadays. I had to explain that I am not professionally a scientist any more than I am professionally a classicist or professionally a musician or any of the other things I seem to look like to people until they get close enough, although I did at least remember to tell him that I am professionally a writer. I know part of it is the beginning of the academic year, which I am starting to feel I will have to be actually dead not to feel like a ghost-shiver from the wrong universe over. (I hope that one is less plague-ridden and/or on fire. Somebody should get to be.) I know the sleeplessness never helps and I have been rummaging around in parts of my head that were likely to produce this reaction. I think I'd feel a lot better if I could write a poem about it. But for that I would have to be healthier and sleep more, which is where we came in.
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[personal profile] thisbluespirit 2020-09-17 08:13 am (UTC)(link)
I hope the doctor's appointment does help, despite the nuisance of it. And I'm glad you managed to acquire the 2005 from someone after all! I hope you continue to enjoy it. <3 (And that there is sleep, soon, too.)
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[personal profile] thisbluespirit 2020-09-18 04:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Btw, I feel duty bound to tell you that I have just seen Sam Collings in a thing for the first time and it turned out his character was gay and then he got tragically decapitated. He is clearly carrying on the family traditions just fine. XD
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[personal profile] thisbluespirit 2020-09-19 01:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Me, too. And what's more, he just popped back up in the last episode as a ghost. XD
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[personal profile] thisbluespirit 2020-09-20 08:51 am (UTC)(link)
A supernatural thing Sky TV made from 2005-6 called Hex. I stumbled over it while wrangling and thought it sounded like a lot of hoky fun with a good cast, and S1 was going v cheap second-hand. I had to watch S2 on YT though, which is harder for me - and also means I can't screencap Sam Collings. It was very random, but overall I enjoyed it a lot. I can't decide whether it deserves downmarks for burying its gays or upmarks for digging them back up as ghosts, but I loved Jemima Rooper as Thelma anyway, which seems to be the general main takeaway of people who have watched it.
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[personal profile] thisbluespirit 2020-09-21 04:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Since the DVD just magically appeared after all, I think I will! XD