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Moon in the window like a bird on the pole
"I love your style," the woman said to me as I was eating a soft serve ice cream cone in the parking lot of Captain Frosty's. I had no idea what she was talking about. It was about six in the evening and still hot enough that I was losing a battle with the laws of thermodynamics, which were dripping chocolate and vanilla twist with chocolate dip all over my hand. "Barefoot—authentic Cape Cod." I hadn't thought about it: I hadn't put my shoes back on after walking for an hour or so on the beach because I couldn't remember the last time I had walked any distance barefoot and it had felt wonderful even after the beach ran out of sand and turned into sliding pebbles, three or four sea-tumbled examples of which I was actually carrying in one of my shoes (the fragile yellow flake of a jingle shell, so as to avoid crushing it, had gone into the other). I managed to say thank you anyway and went back to eating the chocolate dip very rapidly off the outside of the ice cream before the whole thing collapsed. My father's friend confirmed that when younger she used to run all over the Cape with no shoes on. Who knew it was now a fashion statement?
(I spent the afternoon on Corporation Beach. I don't know where the name came from; I don't know why the next beach over is named Cold Storage. The sky over the eastern end of the beach was so thunderously lowering when we got there that I wasn't sure if a storm was going to break. It was high tide, a narrow margin of sand between the dunes and the granite-shored houses, or the sandy slips of erosion where houses had been. The water was steel-grey except where it rolled over translucently onto the shore. Then the tide started to draw out, the clouds in the east broke up blue, the water came out in glassy blues and ledge-thinned greens under the sun, and by the time I put down a towel on dry sand with as much distance as I could get from the teenage sunbathers, I had not just taken off my coat but was actively regretting the existence of sleeves on my T-shirt. I read another quarter of Barbara Hambly's Die Upon a Kiss (2001) and fell asleep. I remember thinking that the sand smelled different from Crescent Beach on Cape Elizabeth in Maine. There were rocks and shining sand uncovered by the time I woke. Dinner was a lobster roll and lemonade from the DPM Surfside Grill. The seabird that went overhead with a fish in its claws—I thought at the time it was a gull, but usually I see them carrying crabs in their bills—looked exactly like a plane on a bombing run.)
After dinner, I walked for another hour and change around the neighborhood where my father's friend lives. I saw two adult turkeys with a baker's dozen of turkey chicks picking their way across a lawn. I saw four crows on the telephone wires; two of them cawed at me, two were silent, and one flew away as I passed. (They reminded me that I still need to see Maleficent (2014), which I hope surprises no one who knows how I feel about shape-changers.) I heard a slightly amplified tenor voice and an acoustic guitar echoing out of a garage, though the only person I could see as I walked past was a young man opening a beer. I met one jogger with an iPod and one without, one golden retriever and their person, several cars with whom I did not interact. A bird whose species I could not identify which shrilled at me with increasing aggression as I walked underneath the pine tree with a nest in its branches. It makes a difference to me, if I can get out of the house, if I can spend more than an hour not just not sitting at my computer, but actively walking. In some ways I think better in motion. The soles of my feet still sting slightly, but I seem to have avoided blisters; I think I took a little sun across the cheekbones and the bridge of my nose, but that's where it usually lands with me. I cannot be happy with my body right now, but at least parts of it feel more normal with exercise. And ocean. My hair is full of salt. Everything here smells like the sea.
(I spent the afternoon on Corporation Beach. I don't know where the name came from; I don't know why the next beach over is named Cold Storage. The sky over the eastern end of the beach was so thunderously lowering when we got there that I wasn't sure if a storm was going to break. It was high tide, a narrow margin of sand between the dunes and the granite-shored houses, or the sandy slips of erosion where houses had been. The water was steel-grey except where it rolled over translucently onto the shore. Then the tide started to draw out, the clouds in the east broke up blue, the water came out in glassy blues and ledge-thinned greens under the sun, and by the time I put down a towel on dry sand with as much distance as I could get from the teenage sunbathers, I had not just taken off my coat but was actively regretting the existence of sleeves on my T-shirt. I read another quarter of Barbara Hambly's Die Upon a Kiss (2001) and fell asleep. I remember thinking that the sand smelled different from Crescent Beach on Cape Elizabeth in Maine. There were rocks and shining sand uncovered by the time I woke. Dinner was a lobster roll and lemonade from the DPM Surfside Grill. The seabird that went overhead with a fish in its claws—I thought at the time it was a gull, but usually I see them carrying crabs in their bills—looked exactly like a plane on a bombing run.)
After dinner, I walked for another hour and change around the neighborhood where my father's friend lives. I saw two adult turkeys with a baker's dozen of turkey chicks picking their way across a lawn. I saw four crows on the telephone wires; two of them cawed at me, two were silent, and one flew away as I passed. (They reminded me that I still need to see Maleficent (2014), which I hope surprises no one who knows how I feel about shape-changers.) I heard a slightly amplified tenor voice and an acoustic guitar echoing out of a garage, though the only person I could see as I walked past was a young man opening a beer. I met one jogger with an iPod and one without, one golden retriever and their person, several cars with whom I did not interact. A bird whose species I could not identify which shrilled at me with increasing aggression as I walked underneath the pine tree with a nest in its branches. It makes a difference to me, if I can get out of the house, if I can spend more than an hour not just not sitting at my computer, but actively walking. In some ways I think better in motion. The soles of my feet still sting slightly, but I seem to have avoided blisters; I think I took a little sun across the cheekbones and the bridge of my nose, but that's where it usually lands with me. I cannot be happy with my body right now, but at least parts of it feel more normal with exercise. And ocean. My hair is full of salt. Everything here smells like the sea.
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You're very welcome. Thank you!
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Maleficent is not exactly a good film but I love it most passionately. I must have watched it close to 100 times by now. I thrill to Maleficent getting to be wicked and stylish as much as I thrill to the eventual family-esque redemption story. (Do watch it.)
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Thank you.
I thrill to Maleficent getting to be wicked and stylish as much as I thrill to the eventual family-esque redemption story. (Do watch it.)
I will, and I will report back!
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It makes a difference to me, if I can get out of the house, if I can spend more than an hour not just not sitting at my computer, but actively walking.
Me too. I rarely get that much time for it all connected up, but I notice (positively) when it happens, even if there's a limp that day.
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It was fantastic.
I rarely get that much time for it all connected up, but I notice (positively) when it happens, even if there's a limp that day.
I hope you can get some coherent time soon, then.
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By a strange coincidence, an osprey just flew over the parking lot of my work, as I was leaving today, and I thought it was a gull at first. It had a fish in its talons, aligned aerodynamically facing forward. Ospreys are... I was going to say "in the air lately," but that's too literally true.
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Thank you! Do you happen to know how Corporation Beach got its name? Cold Storage Beach I can at least conjecture—icehouses, perhaps, for the fishing hauls brought in.
It had a fish in its talons, aligned aerodynamically facing forward.
That is exactly how whatever bird I saw was carrying its fish payload! I would like to think that I can tell
at sight a Mauser rifle from a javelina herring gull from a raptor with distinctive fringed wings, but now I'm wondering.I hope you can get your ocean fix soon.
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Ospreys look exactly like gulls, unless you really get close to them, so I'm guessing that's what you saw. You'd be in the perfect place to see one, as there are a lot of nesting platforms along the Cape. My osprey of today probably caught its fish in Chelsea Creek, which is a gunky industrial backwater. I hope it was still healthy to eat.
I might stop off and go for a swim off Dorchester Shore this weekend on my way to or from Readercon. It's been too long.
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My father's friend said they're named for the roads that lead to them, so I am betting on icehouses on one and company offices on the other. Even so!
I might stop off and go for a swim off Dorchester Shore this weekend on my way to or from Readercon. It's been too long.
Swim well!
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Sunlight is good. (Your icon, however inadvertently, is apropos.) I don't like days when I don't get out of the house.
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Thank you!
I like your new icon.
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That is a wonderful thing to hear. Thank you.
It was a very good sea.