So I put out the fire and I wrote you a note
I am really not sleeping. I can't tell if I'm sick or not. I am exhausted to the point of staring throughout my day, but I don't fall asleep until I've spent useless hours in bed and the light comes in around the windows, no matter how little sleep I got the night before. It takes forever for me to put sentences together and then I don't like the results, but I don't like absence, either. Things about which I have been too tired to write recently:
On Monday night,
gaudior and B. and I saw Nobuhiko Obayashi's Hausu (1977) at the HFA with the director in attendance. Correctly divining that this event would sell out in advance, we arrived an hour and a half early and—after some place-holding switching around of feeding meters and picking up foodstuffs—ate dinner on line without incurring anyone's wrath and got perfectly reasonable seats while the house filled up around us and we waved at
teenybuffalo. I hadn't realized we were getting a short before the feature: Emotion (1966), a forty-minute avant-garde curiosity which plays like an art-house melodrama run through a Cuisinart until about five minutes from the end, when the director muses wistfully on his plans to make a movie about Dracula someday and then does so in the time remaining. (Obayashi's Dracula has greasepaint Lugosi eyebrows and drinks from his victims demurely, through a soda straw. I suspect it's charming even if you haven't just seen the real thing.) Hausu was as gonzo and weirdly adorable as I remembered it, full of camera tricks and deadpan sendups that somehow combine into a real ghost story, albeit the kind with bananas as well as bakeneko. Obayashi himself turned out to be a delightful interview subject, especially since he was visibly trolling his interviewer: asked to speak about his relationship with 8 mm film, he told a story about being three years old and mistaking a 35 mm projector for a "choo-choo train," from which he expanded on his history with both trains and cinema, complete with sound effects—his train coming through the mountains is worthy of Pete Seeger and he does a great Tarzan yell—and at no point actually answered the question. We could not stay until the end, but the evening was very much worth all its logistics. I am not sure why Hausu should register as a comfort film when it contains an unstoppable haunting and a cast of characters being devoured in surrealistically freaky ways, but it really does.
On Tuesday, I met Matthew at Pandemonium and we browsed their used book shelves while talking about other books. I bought three Magic cards from a box of lands and artifacts, all selling for fifty cents to three dollars: Brushland, Adarkar Wastes, and Urborg; I always liked them when they were under glass at Hit and Run Games. I did not buy for a dollar a card I remember retailing for much, much more in 1995; I didn't like it that much then. Afterward I stopped by Rodney's, where I found a copy of Elizabeth Goudge's The Joy of the Snow (1974) for
rushthatspeaks and a well-read hardcover of The Theatrical World of Angus McBean for myself. I have a book of his portraits already, but these are mostly a mix of selections from photo calls, designs for posters and programs, and portraits of actors in character. Right at the start of the non-Shakespeare section was a shot of Pamela Brown, Richard Burton, and John Gielgud in the 1949 Globe Theatre run of The Lady's Not for Burning, after which everything else was a bonus. Elsa Lanchester as Peter Pan in 1936, poised in the window with her eyes on top-hatted John: that production must have been nightmare fuel.
Sparked by a conversation with
fleurdelis28, I have started watching seaQuest DSV (1993–1996). It's on Netflix and not only did I miss it when it was on TV, I wasn't aware it had even existed. At this point I would not say that it's a good show, but it's flawed in ways that incline me to keep watching until it either bores or annoys me too much to continue. I am fascinated by the worldbuilding of the first season. By 2018, the sea is the source of all natural resources because humanity has wrecked the land, so there are aquaculture stations and mining operations on the deep seabed, slowly growing into colonies and communities jealously guarded, patrolled, and sometimes raided by submarines from neighboring confederations while the seaQuest itself serves as an enormous one-sub peacekeeping force—it's like the militarized bizarro version of Arthur C. Clarke's The Deep Range (1957). There are video calls, holograms, dolphin-to-human speech translation software. The seaQuest's hull appears to make use of a squidlike organic tech and the boat's weapons include plasma torpedoes, which I take as one of the reasons Fleur-de-Lis described the show as "Star Trek set underwater." Otherwise it looks and sounds incredibly of its year, right down to the feathery undercut hair on the cocky genius teenage hacker and his grunge-style flannel overshirts. The diversity mix is not brilliant, but for 1993 it's not terrible. The scripts are some of the clunkiest dialogue I have ever heard professionally produced. People don't have motivations so much as they explain them. Information flies out of left field and then vanishes without a ripple. You would really expect some aspects of this future to work differently given the things we learn, but not as far as I can tell. I have become unsurprisingly attached to the communications offer, an angle-faced polyglot in round-rimmed glasses: he's "fluent in six languages, okay in a dozen more," susceptible to claustrophobia in a way that doesn't seem to have screened him out of serving on the seaQuest, and intermittently telepathic with the resident dolphin, at which point I realized that my ideas of worldbuilding and the show's are not the same. Is telepathy normal in this future? Is it normal that it works across species? Did anyone know this was a thing about the communications officer? Did anyone know that dolphins in this future are not just intelligent, but sentient? Who knows! Nobody says a thing! Personally I am now assuming until proven otherwise that Lieutenant JG Tim O'Neill is intermittently telepathic with everyone and it's just been camouflaged for years as an uncanny gift for languages, but I fully expect the show never to return to this subject again. (I am also a little nonplussed that the character is apparently Catholic, considering how much Ted Raimi looks and sounds like many fine nerdy Jewish guys I have known, but that's probably more me than the show.) Anyway, I've seen the pilot and three episodes so far and seem to have gotten into a routine where I watch an episode, complain to Rush-That-Speaks about the plotting, the dialogue, and the science fiction, and then watch another one. I guess that means it's working out.
Today is Wednesday, although I'm having trouble with the concept. As of last night, thanks to the generosity of
desireearmfeldt and Jan,
derspatchel and our cats have returned to Somerville. I plan to see them tonight. I have found it useful to learn about new bus routes these last few months, but I admit I'm looking forward to being able just to walk twenty-five minutes.
On Monday night,
On Tuesday, I met Matthew at Pandemonium and we browsed their used book shelves while talking about other books. I bought three Magic cards from a box of lands and artifacts, all selling for fifty cents to three dollars: Brushland, Adarkar Wastes, and Urborg; I always liked them when they were under glass at Hit and Run Games. I did not buy for a dollar a card I remember retailing for much, much more in 1995; I didn't like it that much then. Afterward I stopped by Rodney's, where I found a copy of Elizabeth Goudge's The Joy of the Snow (1974) for
Sparked by a conversation with
Today is Wednesday, although I'm having trouble with the concept. As of last night, thanks to the generosity of

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I don't know if this is still the case, but my understanding is/was that Ted has roles or at least cameos in all of his brother's movies. (I can tell you who he was in Spider-Man, but maybe you'd rather be surprised someday on rewatching?)
I have to say, the fact that the dolphin is not stealing the show says something for the human cast.
Goodness, that really is impressive!
Okay, that's really cool. (My primary animal-related memory of Hawaii is getting bitten on the finger by an anole that wouldn't let go even when I flailed like a cartoon character. To be fair, I had been trying to catch it.)
It's one of my best memories, and part of why I still think about someday getting a honu glyph tattoo (the other being that I eloped on that same Hawai'i trip. But I'm still unsure if a glyph would be appropriative). I was snorkeling for the first time (and not well), and was in shallow water near the shore, and a turtle came to investigate me. Then it decided we were playing! It kept swimming a bit ahead of me, then pausing and looking back to see if I was following. So I'd paddle after it and it would slowly swim just a bit further and look back again. This lasted until it basically ran us both right up to shore, when I fortunately realized in time that following it to where it was letting the waves toss it against the rocks would be a bad idea.
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Eh, I can wait. Stealth chameleons are an aspect of character acting I really enjoy. When I started watching Agatha Christie's Poirot (1989–2013) in 2010, I knew I had seen David Suchet as Salieri in Amadeus at the Old Vic in 1999; it's one of my fondest theater memories. I didn't recognize Hugh Fraser. He was a very good Hastings; I was delighted to discover I'd seen him in roles as random as a priggish husband in The Draughtsman's Contract (1982) and the flunky with the best line in the dreadful live-action 101 Dalmatians (1996), which I'm still not even sure why I've seen. It didn't happen, but I seriously thought about watching Sharpe for his Duke of Wellington.
Goodness, that really is impressive!
I think one of the reasons I'm persisting with the show despite the haphazard worldbuilding and the sometimes unfinished nature of the plots is the fact that I like most of the main cast. I don't have much feeling for Bridger as a person, but I enjoy Roy Scheider as an actor, so I'm glad to see him; Dr. Westphalen is a terrific character and a slightly unusual one for a middle-aged woman, with her brisk refusal to be the emotional side of any argument, so I'm all for her; Commander Ford had the only compelling emotional arc in the pilot as far as I was concerned (an idiot plot, but the actor sold it), so I pay attention to him; I like Hitchcock's competence and ambitious edge and the awkward familiarity of her relationship with Krieg, who I know is technically the supply officer but functions a lot more like the local trickster figure, including the part where most of his shortcuts blow up in his face; I am surprisingly un-annoyed by Lucas and as far as I can tell O'Neill could have been personally designed to be the character I would like best, it's impressive. I don't think I'm as much of a sucker for the found-family tropes as most of the assumed audience, but I am interested by communities. I'm waiting to see how much of the emotional atmosphere survives the reconfiguration of the second and third seasons.
It's one of my best memories, and part of why I still think about someday getting a honu glyph tattoo (the other being that I eloped on that same Hawai'i trip. But I'm still unsure if a glyph would be appropriative).
If the elopement is your partner whom you write about on DW, congratulations! It sounds like it worked out.
I'm not familiar with the honu glyph. I assume it's a Hawaiian symbol, hence the ambivalence?
It kept swimming a bit ahead of me, then pausing and looking back to see if I was following. So I'd paddle after it and it would slowly swim just a bit further and look back again.
That's wonderful.
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That's a pretty fantastic feature in a show! ^_^ (And found families are definitely of interest to me.) I look forward to your report on the next seasons!
If the elopement is your partner whom you write about on DW, congratulations! It sounds like it worked out.
Yep, that's him! We'd known each other for ages before we got married, though, and at that point had been dating for four years (after a previous year-and-a-bit of dating a couple years before that). So the getting-married was completely spontaneous, but by that point we'd been unofficially assuming it'd happen at some point. And then, hey, we were in Hawai'i! So why not? ^_- And that was eleven years ago.
I'm not familiar with the honu glyph. I assume it's a Hawaiian symbol, hence the ambivalence?
Hilariously, I just did an image search for "honu glyph" and clicked on a pendant image that's in the style I like (the shape of the actual turtle varies a bit)...and the link went to a pin on my own "tattoo inspiration" Pinterest board.
So yeah, it is indeed a Hawai'ian cultural symbol (I'd have to look more deeply into any religious/spiritual significance), albeit one available on ALL KINDS of swag. Like, there's literally a shop called The Honu Store on the Big Island. And I don't feel too weird about having some of said swag, but a tattoo feels different. So I continue to debate it with myself.