I check your collar and you've got no name
It is too hot to think. I slept an hour and a half last night. The night before that I slept four hours and the night before that, three. I wish I were at the sea. I wish I were in the sea. I can't think of a single good thing about myself right now. I don't know how this month is going to end.

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Thank you. I'm really not doing well right now, but I am especially not doing well with temperatures in the high nineties and an apartment it has always been impossible to cool down with a window unit and a fan.
(Technically we have two window units; the other lives in the bedroom and is the only way I am able to sleep in summer. I shouldn't have to use it in September!)
*hugs if okay*
*hugs are very much appreciated*
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//offers hugs too
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Thank you. *hugs in return* Today it's cooler and I'm hoping it stays that way. There are rumors of thunderstorms. I would love one.
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Today I went walking in the park for the first time in ages, because it made my heart sad to see where all the trees had come down. I walked along one of the places the heavy machinery had gone through the park, and where they'd since finished, and pulled back the timbers and the mulch that had granted the bulldozers and diggers access. And all along that stretch, there were all these tree stumps, and so many of them were sending up shoots of new growth from the root stock. They're still trying, and they'll find a way through and recover if they can.
On the way home, i found a unicorn beetle on the pathway, needing a little help to get flipped over and back to the cover of the undergrowth. They help break down fallen trees, so there' life and purpose even in the areas that can't recover.
I'm sorry it's bad right now. I hope it gets better. I am glad I know you, even when you're having a hard time. Here's a song for you and your dark sea feelings: June Tabor- Sudden Waves.
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If there's anything at all I can do to help you, just ask.
Nine
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https://www.google.com/search?q=alberich+mathews&tbm=isch&tbo=u&source=univ&sa=X&ved=0CC4QsARqFQoTCKbQjq786scCFUM3PgodMx4ETQ&biw=1483&bih=761#imgrc=LtVbx-h0eJ7k-M%3A
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I'm here and wishing you well. Hugs are here for when you want them. I wish I could offer some more concrete assistance, but I haven't managed to find any useful leads.
I went to Revere Beach after work the other night, and I know it's a massively busy beach and a Boston cliche, but it was still refreshing to be there. And it gets very quiet after five p.m., for what it's worth.
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Thank you; I've never seen any of that art before. It's lovely.
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Thank you. A September heat wave was uncalled-for.
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Thank you. The things we need right now are things I am afraid we cannot ask for. But I like the idea of the lighthouse.
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That's good to know. The average afternoon temperatures of 97° F have been unexpected and unpleasant.
I'm here and wishing you well. Hugs are here for when you want them. I wish I could offer some more concrete assistance, but I haven't managed to find any useful leads.
I appreciate your looking anyway. Thank you.
I am going to find a way to get to the sea.
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I appreciate them. Thank you. It's cooler today, thank God. A storm would be wonderful.
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Apparently the Year is ending with significantly cooler temperatures? So that's something.
(What's "To a better year?")