I hope to be able to follow it up with news of placement, although possibly not for months, depending on where I can send a 12,200-word story. That's the funny thing: now that it's done, I think I will find somewhere. I worried a lot more that it was terrible when I was writing it.
I store up stories like these to comfort myself and others when dry spells happen.
It seemed impossible to me that I would never write fiction again beyond a few hundred words of flash or fanfic, but I think the fact that I was able to feel that at all was itself a very good sign: there were years when it seemed incontrovertible that that part of my brain had simply broken. I lost stories. I don't know if any of them will be recoverable, or worth recovering. I started fewer. But I did not want to lose this one, and I didn't, and now I want to find it a home.
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