So I'm moving to New York 'cause I've got problems with my sleep
After two increasingly, appallingly bad days, I finally passed out last night while it was still dark and slept for nearly nine hours. In that time, I dreamed first that I was sharing the role of Clara/Marie in a kind of ballet-with-speech of The Nutcracker being staged somewhere in Boston; it was semi-modern dress and minimal sets, but still much closer to Hoffmann's original even than Balanchine's choreography. All the dialogue was in German. I remember hanging out between scenes with the boy who played the seven-headed Mouse King, a tumbler and puppeteer with a flamelike vertical script I didn't recognize tattooed up and down his thin, wiry forearms. It follows as reasonably as anything else that later on in the dream I was visiting partly nonexistent friends in D.C. and ran into Claude Rains in a coffeeshop so post-historically ironic, the chai-type drink I was buying to go with my grape-and-azuki-bean cake (does anyone actually eat these?) was named after one of the Etruscan Dodecapoli. He wasn't a ghost; he was small, courtly, silvery, outrageously flirtatious, with more lines in his face than I'd seen in any of his movies. We got him a ticket to the show we were seeing that night, the touring production of the musical Sondheim didn't write between Pacific Overtures and Sweeney Todd; I don't remember any of it except a catchily disjointed, full-company number that anticipated "God, That's Good!" Hanging around the theater afterward, I think somebody suggested that we should rent My Favorite Year (1982), but we never got around to it that I recall. Also I wrote some erotica, but not to Claude Rains. It was more feline than anything else.
Honestly, this sort of thing does make me feel better about my mental state. I'm sure actually sleeping more than two or three hours a night doesn't hurt, either.
Honestly, this sort of thing does make me feel better about my mental state. I'm sure actually sleeping more than two or three hours a night doesn't hurt, either.

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So very very glad you slept. Dream on!
Nine
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I just want to be able to bring things out of them.
Dream on!
I'm going to try . . .
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Heh. Thank you. I expect to dream of things like Etruscan chai and fictitious stage productions; he was a very pleasant surprise.
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*hugs* So glad you did sleep. Nine hours! Holy crap!
We went to the playground to end all playgrounds and hung out with some other two-mom families (and a three-dad family). I was exposed to Nature for three hours.
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I'll see what I can do! I'm still stuck in the poem that needs research!
Nine hours! Holy crap!
I doubt I'll be able to repeat it for months, but it was extraordinarily pleasant while it lasted.
I was exposed to Nature for three hours.
That which doesn't kill you gives you sunburn . . .
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Never mind Claude Rains--I like this guy!
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You want to draw him, I won't stop you . . .
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Prrrt.
(Can I see it?)
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Warning: it is... nowhere near the level of awesome that it ought to be -_-
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Yes. I worry when I stop dreaming, or being able to remember my dreams. There are patches in my life where it's like that for months.
Claude Rains! Be still, my beating heart.
Of all the dream states in all the world . . .
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I keep meaning to make an icon out of this photograph. I think it must have been taken when he was still a stage actor; he really didn't hit cinematic stardom until his mid-forties. And then his persona was so ironic and urbane, I'm not used to him looking rakish, but it's that comma-fall of hair. He looks like he's auditioning thirty years too early for James Bond.
I've loved him ever since I was a kid and HE was the Phantom of the Opera.
One of my father's best friends as a kid on the Upper West Side was the younger son of Susanna Foster, the soprano who played Christine to Rains' Phantom.
I discovered him—like many people, I think—with Casablanca's Captain Renault, one of my earliest identifiable favorite characters in a film. He did not disappoint after that.
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Oh, that's cool about your dad! I never did see Susanna Foster in anything else. I should IMDB her.
The first thing I saw him in was Phantom (about a hundred times). And then, many years later, as that vile little man in "Notorious." And only a handful of years ago, when I finally saw "Casablanca" did I associate him with that one. I should really see Casablanca again. All of them! I should have a Claude-a-thon!
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Well,
And then, many years later, as that vile little man in "Notorious."
I think he's marvelous as Alex, actually; the charming, cosmopolitan villain is a Hitchcock staple, but not necessarily the villain who is shyer and more vulnerable than the hero. (Again, Notorious feels like the logical, less simplistic progression from Foreign Correspondent.) He's not a strong character—the best thing about him is his love for Alicia, which is not more powerful than his fear of being found out—but there are ways in which he's the truest, and it kills him, and I love that sort of reversal.
I should have a Claude-a-thon!
You totally should. And then you should write about it.
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I really miss it!
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And sleep is magnificent, isn't it?
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I never feel I have anything to do with them! They're the stuff my brain hacks up when it's got the time!
And sleep is magnificent, isn't it?
Oh, yes.
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At this point, I think odds are against, but I'm flattered.
And really, nine cheers to nine hours of sleep!
I slept another eight hours tonight! I'm starting to think maybe the end of the world happened after all . . .
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Thank you! So am I.
"puppeteer with a flamelike vertical script I didn't recognize tattooed up and down his thin, wiry forearms" - this looks like something out of my worlds
I can't draw beyond cartoons—you and
and I would totally eat a grape-and-adzuki-bean cake.
I'll have to see if they sell them in this world . . .
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I also only draw cartoons! But this image will stay with me :)
I don't know about adzuki bean, but fava bean flour exists and I even made cakes with it!