sovay: (I Claudius)
sovay ([personal profile] sovay) wrote2009-05-20 01:49 pm

Spin the wheel and I'm a king reborn

For the last few weeks, I have not been dreaming at all. Or I have been waking up with a sense of absent time, but no intervening memories, which I find more disconcerting than nightmares. But a few nights ago, I dreamed I was up in the mountains at a cross between a university and a sort of scientists' commune with an older person of completely indeterminable gender—whichever they dressed as, they looked more like the opposite; both or neither, I never asked—and a soldier named Lev who did not use to be human. He made me think sometimes of a fisher; he looked as though he should have been crouching among pine branches when he was only folding his arms on a concrete-walled overlook. Whatever he reminded me of, it was lithe and untrusting and tightly wound, faintly amused at his own tension. I never asked him, either. I remember a ski lift over an autumn forest, children below with a dog that looked more like a dire wolf. As soon as I woke up, I felt a lot better about my brain. (This even after I realized it had probably just presented me with a sleep-deprived mashup of Skin Horse and X-Men.) Then the night before last, I dreamed of a boy named Alexandria. We were not in Ostia Naye; ostensibly it was the sixth century CE, except there were too many computers. I can recapture none of the plot, but the mise-en-scène was grainfields and a kind of dome-and-ziggurat skyline, books like old ivy in the dry stones of a wall. An illuminated manuscript version of The Gammage Cup is not the weirdest object I have ever dreamed about, but it's certainly memorable. And last night, I dreamed about disaster sites and choristers like professional mourners and a girl who was posing as one of the dead. This may be brain-static, but it makes me much more comfortable than night after night with a dead-black screen. Also, I have a better chance of getting fiction out of it.

On that note: copies of Sybil's Garage #6, containing my poem "Σκιαδάς" and a shout-out to Consonant, are now available! I have not yet received one myself, but the table of contents is a thing of great promise. I like the scarecrow at the subway station, too. I'm a little surprised one of those has never showed up in my dreams.

[identity profile] asakiyume.livejournal.com 2009-05-20 05:01 pm (UTC)(link)
ostensibly it was the sixth century CE, except there were too many computers. :-)

Both your soldier, lithe and untrusting and tightly wound, faintly amused at his own tension, and your ambiguously gendered person would be interesting characters. I like the notion of someone who is faintly amused at his own tension.

P.S. I'm going to order that Sybil's Garage--it has lots of interesting-looking stuff in it.
Edited 2009-05-20 17:02 (UTC)

[identity profile] cucumberseed.livejournal.com 2009-05-20 05:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Both your soldier, lithe and untrusting and tightly wound, faintly amused at his own tension, and your ambiguously gendered person would be interesting characters. I like the notion of someone who is faintly amused at his own tension.

Seconded. I like them both, they seem very compelling in ways that poke my brain.

[identity profile] asakiyume.livejournal.com 2009-05-20 08:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Hahaha! Hugs to the family of [livejournal.com profile] sovay

[identity profile] handful-ofdust.livejournal.com 2009-05-20 05:09 pm (UTC)(link)
I keep forgetting to congratulate you on the sell-out success of your book, because I suck, so...congratulations! And on this placement, too. And all forthcoming placements.;)

BTW, the funny thing about Splashdown's "Karma Slave" is that I actually had a copy of that once before, though it was deleted in the great iPod crash of whatever. To make matters even weirder, I got it off the Titan A.E. soundtrack.

[identity profile] asakiyume.livejournal.com 2009-05-20 05:34 pm (UTC)(link)
I got it off the Titan A.E. soundtrack --not so weird; my kids got a couple of cool 80s songs remixes from I think Grand Theft Auto (not, I hasten to add, that they played the game; that's just where they got the music).

[identity profile] ap-aelfwine.livejournal.com 2009-05-20 06:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Fascinating dreams, these. I'm sorry for the disconcerting feeling in the weeks previous.

I wanted a pet dire wolf as a child, for some reason. (Today I'd rather have a chalicothere.)

An illuminated manuscript version of The Gammage Cup is not the weirdest object I have ever dreamed about, but it's certainly memorable.

Fascinating idea, that. I'd not thought of that book in years.

I don't often remember dreams for very long after I wake. Reading about yours helps make up for that, slightly.

[identity profile] ap-aelfwine.livejournal.com 2009-05-20 08:36 pm (UTC)(link)
I find myself wanting to read it again. Perhaps there's a copy somewhere in the house. I remember being about eight, and being mesmerised with it--being taken to shop for shoes, which I've never liked, anyhow, and simply wanting to get back to the book, ducking back in to read another few pages at every opportunity...

If I have not already posted about it, I should do that someday.

I don't believe you have done. I do think that you should.

[identity profile] vr-trakowski.livejournal.com 2009-05-21 12:23 am (UTC)(link)
Gracious, I'd love to see an illustrated manuscript of The Gammage Cup. Are you aware that there's a sequel? The Whisper of Glocken isn't quite as good, but it's still interesting.

[identity profile] vr-trakowski.livejournal.com 2009-05-21 03:40 am (UTC)(link)
Oh yes. The Firelings still creeps me out a little even now. I read two different descriptions of it and they both fit:

A delightful fantasy for the middle-school crowd; unique and clever, this story deals with the nature of friendship, faith, and standing up for oneself.

A frightening tale of child abuse, human sacrifice, and blind adherence to authority.


I always wonder how hard it was to talk the publisher into a book with illustrations in the middle of the text.

[identity profile] vr-trakowski.livejournal.com 2009-05-22 12:50 am (UTC)(link)
Hah, most often I want to know more! Though they definitely enrich the plot. Of course, that's a never-ending hunger, there's ALWAYS more. For instance, I'd love to read the complete story of the settling of the Gammage Cup valley, how they got there in the first place. Hmm. I wonder where my copy is.