Now I feel like Kafka with a bad migraine

[sovay]

After a run of welcomely lovely days, it was perhaps inevitable but deeply resented that I should hit a couple that sucked on toast, logistically, emotionally, resource-wise. I lost one completely to driving to a doctor's appointment that could have been virtual and too much of this afternoon and evening was spent in the kind of frustrated flat uselessness that I hope counts as convalescence because otherwise it's even more of a waste than it feels to me. Without spending that much time in the car, I have been listening to a lot of college radio. Girl in Red's "I'll Call You Mine" (2021) turns out to be a queer outlaw ballad while Jay Som's "Float (feat. Jim Adkins)" (2025) is a sweetly affirming house party. I was doing all right with the Divine Comedy's "Achilles" (2025) until it pulled out Housman and Patrick Shaw-Stewart and then the video was directly in the line of Jarman. I am unduly entertained by the reference to methylene blue in Jealous of the Birds' "Tonight I Feel Like Kafka" (2016).

Comments

[umadoshi]

UGH to the crappy days in general, but especially to the time-/energy-wasting in-person appointment. That sort of thing is bad enough even when you're not feeling dreadful. *hugs*

[sovay]

UGH to the crappy days in general, but especially to the time-/energy-wasting in-person appointment. That sort of thing is bad enough even when you're not feeling dreadful.

Thank you. It was literally a conversation! We have that technology!

*hugs*