Who's combed the ocean for empty bottles, cheap sunglasses?
For my brother's birthday, he got the present of a negative COVID-19 test result, so I will finally see him in person this weekend for the first time in five months. I plan to hand him an IOU for some rubbish advice demons.
This evening I left the house with
spatch for the first time in three days. Almost no one we met on the street was wearing a mask, which with the rising numbers in Massachusetts does not hearten me. What is the point of spending all this time not self-destructing if other people are going to take care of it for me? In any case, I took a few pictures.

The starfish dice from yesterday, courtesy of
yhlee. I really love them.

I had hoped to catch the late sun illuminating the overlap of the petals, but I think the flower just decided to synedoche itself in there instead.

I always thought these trees were a kind of sumac, but I am no longer confident. [edit: It's a mimosa!] The brilliant pink feathers of their blossoms make me think of flowers I saw in Hawaii, the spring of the April Fool's Day Blizzard.

I just liked these hydrangeas very much, brown-curling edges and all.

Look at the patina on that fire hydrant! It's a real antique.

We'd walked by this gap between buildings many times and never seen the gate unlocked. It made a portal through the alley.

A snake-stone with its guardian.

A nice angle of light up the bricks of Langmaid Terrace. I had hoped to photograph the name itself stamped into the face of the building, but someone with no mask and no personal space came up fast behind us and instead we moved on.
It is the seventy-fifth anniversary, too, of the bombing of Hiroshima, along with the bombing of Nagasaki the only use of nuclear weapons in war to date and I want this planet—this country—to keep it that way. The closest thing I have ever written to a ghost poem for this history is "The Trinitite Golem," which can be found in Clockwork Phoenix 5 (2016) and Forget the Sleepless Shores (2018). The hibakusha are still speaking for themselves and I don't know who's listening. Living memory is much less of a safeguard than I used to think it was.
This evening I left the house with

The starfish dice from yesterday, courtesy of

I had hoped to catch the late sun illuminating the overlap of the petals, but I think the flower just decided to synedoche itself in there instead.

I always thought these trees were a kind of sumac, but I am no longer confident. [edit: It's a mimosa!] The brilliant pink feathers of their blossoms make me think of flowers I saw in Hawaii, the spring of the April Fool's Day Blizzard.

I just liked these hydrangeas very much, brown-curling edges and all.

Look at the patina on that fire hydrant! It's a real antique.

We'd walked by this gap between buildings many times and never seen the gate unlocked. It made a portal through the alley.

A snake-stone with its guardian.

A nice angle of light up the bricks of Langmaid Terrace. I had hoped to photograph the name itself stamped into the face of the building, but someone with no mask and no personal space came up fast behind us and instead we moved on.
It is the seventy-fifth anniversary, too, of the bombing of Hiroshima, along with the bombing of Nagasaki the only use of nuclear weapons in war to date and I want this planet—this country—to keep it that way. The closest thing I have ever written to a ghost poem for this history is "The Trinitite Golem," which can be found in Clockwork Phoenix 5 (2016) and Forget the Sleepless Shores (2018). The hibakusha are still speaking for themselves and I don't know who's listening. Living memory is much less of a safeguard than I used to think it was.

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I love that that gate opened for you this time. You could go through and climb the ladder...
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Ah! I only knew the mimosa as a drink. I assume one was named after the other?
It's pretty, isn't it!
It is, and I feel less stupid associating it with ōhiʻa when the fringed-silk look in both cases comes from the plumes of the stamens (which I want to spell stamina). Thank you for letting me know.
I love that that gate opened for you this time. You could go through and climb the ladder...
I thought about it! I had a fire escape outside my room senior year of college and I used to love climbing out and sitting on it. The cats of my childhood would be proud to know that I always want the literal high ground anywhere I am.
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Albizia Julibrissin
Acacia dealbata
By EugeneZelenko CC BY-SA 4.0, Link
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I didn't even know Wikipedia had an embed function! Fancy.
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That's ridiculous and I appreciate knowing the distinction.
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(a) Well, it's in the genus Mimosa, which puts it taxonomically ahead of the trees.
(b) Its closest relatives appear to be ayahuasca and peas.
tl;dr nomenclature is wild.
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However, your mimosa cured a lot of ills. *is content*
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I am never going to get over the dude I saw in the spring who was wearing his mask over his forehead. I thought rude things about his third eye.
However, your mimosa cured a lot of ills.
I am glad to hear it!
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Thank you! I loved the opacity as well as the color of their petals. They looked like a kind of bone china.
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Thank you! That's nice to know.
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Thank you!
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You're right, and that's even information I know, and my brain just fused them, like Tisha b'Av. Thanks for the correction.
I was thinking of it in particular the last few days, with the discussion about damage from the blast waves in Beirut.
I can see how that would happen. I've seen people estimating it against the Halifax Explosion.
Have you ever seen Black Rain (1989, dir. Shohei Imamura)?
I have not, although I believe I recognize the allusion. I just looked to see if it was on Criterion and the answer was no, which means I'll have to search further.
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I met some hibakusha once, nearly fifteen years ago, and they were warm, funny, dedicated people with indelible, harrowing stories. They spoke some old prewar Hiroshima dialect for me and my Japanese professor, who's from Hokkaido, and we couldn't understand a damn thing they were saying. The rest of us have to carry their message on.
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I understand this is not the main point of this story, but I think it's wonderful. I care a lot about languages and dialects, especially endangered ones.
The rest of us have to carry their message on.
You sound like you are doing so.
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I can see how that happened and that's also amazing.
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I very much doubt Beirut is going to be sending us Christmas trees for our assistance.
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Also love the fubbish demons and that you get to see yoyr brother soon.
Unlike Dr Strangelove, do not love the bomb.
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Thank you!
Unlike Dr Strangelove, do not love the bomb.
I think that's a much healthier attitude than anyone in that movie.
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Thank you! I am glad to be able to pass the knowledge on.