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sovay ([personal profile] sovay) wrote2006-09-08 12:00 am

The wild ox will dance and play and the violin will sing

Courtesy of [livejournal.com profile] nineweaving. Thank you, Arthur Sullivan, W.S. Gilbert, and Peter S. Beagle, for helping me become the swashbuckler I am today.

You Are A Pirate!
You Are A Pirate!


What Type Of Swashbuckler Are You?
brought to you by Maddog Varuka & Dawg Brown

On the train down from Boston to New Haven this afternoon, I saw a white egret in a salt marsh, its neck curved back like a serpent or half a line-drawn heart, in a glitter of sunlight on the silty water. I had wadded up a black linen jacket into a pillow against the window and only the sudden sun on my face, as it came out from underneath the pale overcast, the clouds stacked like grey taffy and stones over the sea, made me blink around and look out in time to catch it—brighter than the clouds, a soul-bird stalking through cordgrass and sedge.

Last night was a full moon in a rolling cavern of clouds, webbed with salt-white seas and shadows, like an Alan Garner illustration. Tonight it's a thumbnail coin, tin-snipped magnesium, so high in blue-black haze that it looks as though it should cast no shadows: and when I turned out the kitchen light, all I saw were streetlights striping through onto the floor.

I have been out of my apartment so long that it smells like a stranger's: dust, and locked windows, and closed doors. I cleaned for nearly three hours after dinner and now there are clothes laid out on the futon, books piled next to the bed; within absent reach beside my laptop, a mug printed wraparound with the Weighing of the Heart and still a quarter full of tangerine tea. All the books stacked double-deep on the shelves are mine, the green glass fishing float hung in a net of yarn in front of the central window, the wall calendar three months behind on gargoyles, the mermaids in my bedroom. I recognize everything. I will have to sleep here to feel at home.

I feel a little like a ghost.

Of a pirate, apparently. Could be worse.

[identity profile] clarionj.livejournal.com 2006-09-08 04:45 pm (UTC)(link)
This is just beautiful--definitely keep some of these lines for a poem. It feels to me like you have such an abundance of language and myth and imagery inside you that you can just toss it about like small seeds from a leather pouch, and we're all scurrying after just gobbling things up.

P.S. I just read Chez Vous Soon into a tape recorder so I could give a copy to my sister to hear--I really wish your voice could have been reading it; I really wish I didn't trip on lines or mispronounce and repronounce and use the wrong inflection in a line of dialogue. Really, when reading on tape, these things have to be practiced. I've read this story about four times (to myself) and I thought I'd handle the aloud version better. I am no live reader though. I even lose my breath.