Also, you should read K.J. Charles. All the K.J. Charles you can find. Her f/f is weaksauce compared to her m/m. but her m/m is inclusive and goes all the places and occasionally saunters into coffee toffee chip instead of vanilla, and I am in short JEALOUS, but yes. And if you do want to approach Milan or K.J. Charles digitally, you can borrow from me through the Kindle app. As N says, "It's free because we own it."