I've had other Jewish friends who said they felt like this, too, and it sounds like it feels really shitty and I'm sorry. //offers hugs

Thank you. Appreciated and accepted.

While it is not exactly cheering, it is actually useful for me to hear that you know other Jewish people who feel similarly, because that removes any chance of it just being me. I didn't think it was, but my impostor syndrome appreciates the check-in.